BREATH OF HEART BY AMMARAH ARIF ( I SPECIFIED MYRIAD OF RHYTHM TO PAINT MYSELF )
The heartstrings played a tune,
Hot fluid flown from my eyes, imploded by the factuality
How am I spending this time?
What kind of relationships have I come into?
Unfortunately, there was a crowd of many people around me
In the heart of dreams, In consideration of eyes,
My feet touch the middle of the barren street alone.
My mumbling voice reached my ears and became a self healer
How did I come in the throng of mercenaries?
The whispers and loneliness fissured the windows of illusion
Out of the blue, the cozy weather and illumination flowed into my deposits.
I was blown away by the happiness of nevertheless sunshine.
BY AMMARAH ARIF
'I do not have a habit of taking commands from mortals.' Thinking about Brixie, yet realizing from what she had said and what she didn't. Marina could see an unusual cruel smile on her lips.
'I guess it depends on the mortal you are with.' Brixie's eyebrows went up. 'Let there be light at all times.'
The light of the setting sun was making her face more beautiful. The kid has an oval face with honey-coloured eyes and a curious smirk. Marina brought Brixie to the forest after seeing the wild desire for the forest in her eyes. On rocks in the middle of the forest, they could see the cascades Brixie was making a pattern of her reflection in the transparent water. Brixie and Marina were sitting on the bank of the river. Their backs bent towards the water, and their hands were on their knees.
'I was not alone in that room. With me was the sky through which the feeling of my parents stayed with me. Who were they, and why did they leave me?
These are the two questions that I will always cherish because they will always remind me of my parents. Doctor Savannah visited me twice. There was a British female instructor who came to teach me, but it's been a year since I haven't seen her too.' Her shorts were peppered with the heavy specks of water droplets from the waterfall in the river.
'Do you know the reason?
Why didn't she come back?' The sudden chirping of birds filled the hallway of the sky. 'I had no interest in this matter.' She shrugged and buried the back of the to the biggest rock. As soon as she closed her eyes, the picture emerging on her eyelids flashed back a smile like pearls spread on her face.
'I want to reside alone in that room, and I want that window always to get opened because the sunbeam and fluorescence reflected from that window are my mirrors. I may wonder what it would be like to grow mature without what you love, but probably I am in the beginning feeling closer to my old self and welcoming my new self.' Her words latched Marina's lips.
'I could see my parent's faces in that mirror, and I thanked them for blessing me with the most unique life. What blessings of this God should I thank? Even though my parents are not there, but I can feel them everywhere.' Just after Brixie opened her eyes, Marina understood the directions of her eyes, and two pearls fell from her bright eyes.
What if she had just hidden her feelings? What if she had just wrapped the conversation as Marina was alone too? What if she was hesitating from her?
There was a bulge in Marina's chest when she thought of the questions. She has the right to be loved and to have a perfect life.
'I need a sister, a partner like you, Brixie.' She wiped her tears, and they got lost in the visions of nature. That little girl was going to change her chaotic life.
Let me see your bright face,
for I long for the floweret.
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For the first time in a long, long arrival, perhaps no one waits for the time when the real truth of life comes to light. She could analyze the darting lines of her hands where she could see herself standing in a corner where she would stand alone, disentangle from all hardships.
Safe
Familiar
Comfortable
Despite the stabilization she saw around herself everywhere, she chose her power and her profession. Though she couldn't leave her beloved relations behind, it is not because the thought of living unaccompanied, in complete silence, sounds like there is a hanging life without any life. It is only because of the memories that she loved it here that will be her power.
She desired to be the saviour and strength of the doctor's profession.
She believed that despite ordinary hurdles and stuffy acts they carry on their ailed shoulders, whether no one could value them or see them combating them with the aches in their life, she is here with the hope.
'Let go on the tears. I wanna cry today as much as I would not choose to weep again in my life ever, and this life would become a dedication for me.' Marina desperately moved her eyes to search for what to do next. As she decided to perform ablution (WUZU), her weeping mind gave her the solution to present herself to ALLAH. She walked a bit, but she listened to her own voice, and she saw the shape of eyes and curves of smiles of their friends behind her half-opened eyes. She felt as if an unnoticeable line had encircled up on her intellect. In an instant, she was unconscious.
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TIME ZONE: 3:30 pm in Rome American Hospital
Man first seeks the cause and then acts on it, or he takes the step and marks out the cause through which he reaches the satisfaction stage.
Her impressions left all the reason in the shield of her loved ones and made their journey as nothing blooms all year.
Is there enough of reason for her to stay in America?
Realizing her loneliness, she examined her life. She turned back and saw the mother caressing the cheeks of her baby boy. She emitted her breath in the air and felt herself fragrance. She was a part of the profession, yet so warm and protective for her, which he really wanted to be. She saw the cloud of every soul though every piece of blessing and multilayered heart, especially the moments that she memorized with Brixie were the lovely rain of light for her heart.
She stood still - She saw the mother cuddling baby against her chest. The baby's chronic panic faded somewhere, and he began to move his hands.
'Can I just feel him in my hands?' She moved up with the courage.
'Alex Bravo!' She wrapped my arms around the small baby. 'Aleena! Come here and meet your new friend!' Marina called curious Brixie closer to see the child.
'I would have lost my life just because of my boy, but you saved me, doctor.' Perhaps, the mother must be talking about her death.
'You should not be afraid of your own death. He introduced you to life but also made you courageous. Death cannot destroy the person who comes into this world. Death is not the end. It's a passage, a journey from here to another world. In the new world, there is punishment and reward for this life. The most downward person in this place can be the best person in that place.' Marina held her right hand and ran her fingers through it.
'You have written her birth in your diary. How do you feel about things now?' Doctor Marina was proud of this mother's fortune.
'I should not be afraid of my own death. He introduced me to life but also made me courageous.' It seemed from her words that boy would be the shadow of her future.
'Mary, I am starving!' Brixie handed her baby back and pressed her stomach.
'Will be there again to meet this champ. Take care!' She kissed the baby's forehead.
'Come on! Let's move to the cafeteria!' They both left the private room.
'After that, I wanna visit the forest again.' She used to make all his desires fulfilled.
'Alina,
Marina tried to stop Brixie by her favourite name, 'I know you will be waiting for me.' Brixie rolled her eyes, and Marina bent down on her knees. She knew what would be her next step as Brixie kissed her cheeks.
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Gunjan Kamal
31-Jan-2023 05:24 AM
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Renu
27-Jan-2023 03:48 PM
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